Como estas,
5 years ago I found myself bound in many
addictions, from cigarette smoking, drinking everyday, snorting cocaine
on a weekly basis, and going from relationship to relationship for about
fifteen years. I finally came to a pivotal point one night in a bar.
Again God came to my mind and heart and made me realize that if I died
that night I would go to hell!
It shook me, I really felt and realized what the
fear of God was. That night I prayed, hovering over a toilet, I promised
and vowed to God I wouldn't drink or be sexually active (out of
marriage) anymore!
That Sunday morning I was looking for a church.
I had a decision to make, go to the local Baptist church, which I grew
up in being a preacher's kid, or try The Door. Praise God he led me to
the right place where I could be challenged to grow and do the right
thing and not be dry and a hypocrite.
Well, five years later I've kept my vow to God
with his divine grace and guidance. I realize every day that the
things I was addicted to were just a manifestation of a deeper rooted
problem of sin lingering in not trusting in God to take care of me in
ALL aspects of my life. I thank God everyday to be alive because I
really shouldn't be.